Day 12- Hardest Night of My Life

• Wakeup

• Mass and P.P.- Humble yourself today, pray persistently as God is just

• Bfast

• Intro to Ministry Training

• Lunch and Line/Swing Dancing

• Talk Workshop (3 Min. Testimonies)

• Small Group

• Dinner

• Release of the Holy Spirit -Fighting last of past dwelling -Saw image -Sobbed rest of night -Many slained and rested in Spirit -Most intense night

Im loving learning how to dance. You can do so much with swing dancing, and I at least know the basic moves. Now its putting them together every now and then and learning specific moves. I only know one currently called the Titanic, but I became pretty good at it! Its so much fun, and hopefully my team is open to swinging or knows how to swing and can teach me. . . My goal of the day was to humble myself, and I knew exactly when I needed to do so. The release of the Holy Spirit was where all the missionaries would call down the Holy Spirit to work through us and give us Gifts such as Tongues, healing, and more. Many they said would be slained or rested in the Spirit, meaning theyll fall to the ground unknowingly it works through them. I had alot of my mind going in, mainly thinking that I am connected with the spirit already, hence i wont be affected too much tonight. Yet at the same time my past dwelling Ive been fighting was still heavy on my heart, but didnt realize it until we jumped into the session. There, I asked the Holy Spirit for healing and nothing more, because I officially wanted this out of my life. The battle spiritually was strong, and I had to sit down and fight. Meanwhile, my small group prayed for me, and I continued to fight and rebuke and fight some more. After roughly 15-20 minutes, I wanted to pray for someone else but I couldnt. Then I saw it. It was an image clear as day, and it solved my dwelling and healed my heart. I sobbed. I sobbed for the next 45 minutes, probably more. It was so beautiful, and its what Ive needed for the past few years but never realized it. With this healing I didnt feel renewed immediately, in fact I felt more tense than ever, and had to sleep on what had just happened to me. . . Although I sobbed the whole night, I got a chance to look around the room once or twice. Many were sleeping on the ground, meaning they were resting in the spirit, others were sobbing as hard as I was. Some laughed in joy, and others watched in peace. Many things happened that night, but we were all changed in one way or another.